我: 要吃宵夜吗?

Dear you,

I was wrong, I know that you want to treat me as good friend but you scare that it will give me fake hopes. I had tried to think in your position and I realized that I'm a selfish guy. I keep saying that we're best friend but I was telling lies, to you and me myself. I really understand what you want to tell me when I gave you the present last night, you know that I'm not treat you as a good friend. All I did was just thinking of myself, I thought that I have to treat you well because of I like you. But indeed, I had ignored your feeling and everything, I feel good when I treat you well but not in position of a good friend, that's how selfish I am.
I told you that I will think about future on today. I kind of like we few peoples hang out and talk something deep. So, hey I'll treat you as good friend, no worries it's true. I know, this is good for me and you. I'm not forcing myself to stop loving you, but in this moment, I'm glad that I have a good friend like you. I'll respect you, protect you, and love you my friend.

Me